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Trauma's Hidden Grip 0:02 We wanna honor God because He sees everything.0:10 You were born with a plan and a purpose. He's the God of all things possible. He's the God of all0:22 miracles.0:53 Welcome to Grace Grace with Naina Michelle. Michelle. I'm Michelle Humphreys.0:56 And I am Naina Keegan. Welcome to our broadcast today. You are gonna wanna call your friends, get your neighbors on the phone. We have the most amazing guest today with a powerful testimony that you are not gonna wanna1:07 miss. Michelle, you wanna do the honors?1:09 Live in the flesh. We have an amazing woman of God. I went to Costa Rica with her this summer, and that's where I met her. And I seem to see her in places all over the planet. DC. This1:21 just in 1 year, I've seen you in Costa Rica, Dallas, Houston, and DC. Yeah. And yeah. It's been amazing. Yeah. But Sarah1:33 Gibbons is a mom of 3 boys, a wife to Matthew. And the most amazing thing about Sarah is that she loves Jesus. She works1:45 with youth, and she has for almost 20 years, and amazing anointing on her life. Yes. I mean, you want her to pray for you. Yes. She loves the Lord with1:57 all of her heart, soul, and mind. So welcome, Sarah.2:00 Thank you so much. I'm so excited to be here.2:02 We are thrilled to have you. Sarah, there's so many things. I I mean, because I know your story, and your story needs to be told. And so 1st of all, you you have this amazing ministry2:14 that you work in with, with John, which we will interview soon, called Collision, which is outstanding. And if you wanna talk a moment about that, but then we really wanna hear your testimony and about your2:26 healing.2:27 Yes. Yes. She is the chief executive, what? Director Director. Of Collision. So I'm I meant to mention that.2:36 Oh, no. That's great. It's a privilege to serve with this ministry. It's the Lord's ministry. And, it's been really fun because I've, like I said, like you guys said, worked with students for a2:48 long time. But this is a very unique ministry where we, help local churches train students to build student led teams that share the gospel and,3:01 do discipleship peer to peer in their schools. And so we're empowering Gen Z. That is God's plan for this hour, and I couldn't be more thrilled. So we are just seeing students3:13 respond so powerfully to being equipped, to walk this out on their own. If they are in the school, then Jesus is in the school, and they have the ability to3:23 Amen.3:23 They have the most influence with their peers and have the ability to share peer to peer in a way that adults can't. And so it's a really exciting ministry that I know we'll get to talk about a lot more later. So3:34 How were you saved? And tell us a little bit about your testimony.3:39 Yeah. Now I know your parents, so you were raised in a godly home. I was.3:44 I have the You love3:45 your mom.3:45 Africa with your mom.3:46 Yes. You did. You did.3:48 You love her.3:49 Yes. Susan and David are 2 of the most amazing, faith filled people on the planet, and, I come from just an incredibly rich legacy4:01 of faith, from, both of their families as well. And so from an early age, I knew my great aunt auntie was, you know, providing Bibles into communist China and all4:13 sorts of things, you know. So there was just there's just been a rich legacy, and my parents are amazing. They raised us in a very faith filled home. I would say that I always had this love for the4:25 Lord, but, hadn't quite made it fully my own. And so with a lot of students it is that way. And so, wasn't really4:36 walking with him completely, in high school. But, I did choose to go to, as an exchange student to Italy my senior year of high school,4:48 and it was there that I encountered him in a really deep place, of pain. So, I'm thankful for that now looking backwards, but at the time, it5:00 was very painful. I was at a bar with a a friend, and we accepted some drinks from some men and5:12 which were drugged. And so we were taken and assaulted. And, it was, incredibly scary, but I didn't have a lot of memories from that, except5:24 for 1 picture. I I woke up in this house and, I remember looking up where, like, the ceiling and the wall met, but I couldn't move.5:36 But that was the picture. It was just this blank wall and, very terrifying, and then it just went black again. And, I, I never knew5:48 how I got out of there. And of course I was in pain, and, the friend and I, really hid for the next couple days and recovered. But that led to a lot of hiding in6:00 my life, and I I hid that for about 20 years. I lived in that place of just hiding, because there was just so much shame.6:08 So you didn't share it?6:10 Not with a single person. No. Goodness.6:14 That had to be so hard.6:16 It really was, destructive. I I just began to cope in, really harmful ways, from self harm to just, you6:28 know, when you experience trauma, your your boundaries get very confused. That's how Yeah. That's the agenda of the enemy. Yeah. And so you you let people just take from you in ways that are not,6:40 not right. And so, yeah, I just I I was just so ashamed. I I I didn't know really even how to verbalize, you know, what I had gone through. So the safest thing felt like if I just6:52 hide, but, obviously, that ended up really destroying me on the inside. So6:57 Think about the devil, how he loves secrets, everything hidden. You know, he that's how he wants it. And, and to try to put the shame on you instead of knowing that you were a victim of of something7:09 that happened to you, he tries to, you know, make you the blame. And so that is it's how he twists, and that's that's, that's it's, you know, what7:21 happens to so many young people, and then they can't overcome that. Right. And so, you know, you know, what finally caused you to maybe7:33 discuss this or to come out with some of this?7:35 Well, I I think you're exactly right. What happens is the enemy uses circumstances to just completely distort either God's identity or your identity. And so you become enmeshed with the7:47 idea that, like, trauma is part of who you are and that's part of your identity. It just feels so natural. Well, that's the 1st miracle7:59 that God did in my life. And the 1st time I I really encountered his spirit was, Sarah? Yep.8:07 With that, we're gonna we're gonna take a quick break, and that's a great place to pick it up and tell us the miracle.8:12 So we8:12 will be right back. We are here with Sarah Gibbons. Don't move. You're gonna wanna stay tuned.8:17 It's finally here, our 2nd annual mega sale. 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Miracle. So tell us what happened.9:35 There's a there's a 20 year gap of just really struggling, and it sort of intersects with another piece of my life that I'd like to just share so you kind9:47 of know the state I was in before I went for prayer. But in in 20 20, I got COVID and, it fried my9:59 nervous system, basically. It triggered a condition called POTS, in my body, which is I can't remember what it stands for. Sorry. Postural orthostatic10:12 something. Basically, what what it means is that your autonomic system is not working. Autonomic system is anything that's automatic. Your breathing, your blood pressure, your eyesight, your muscle strength, all of those10:24 things that you don't think about. None of that was working. And so they told me that would be a lifetime diagnosis, and for me what that looked like was if I stood up from this chair, if you can imagine, I would stand10:35 up from this chair, I would have blacked out. So I couldn't really stand up and go do anything. I had to just really, you know, be on the sofa. I had tremors. I looked like I had Parkinson's. It was so bad10:47 that I couldn't even use a fork. I couldn't even get food to my mouth. My head was shaking all the time. My vision in 1 eye was, like, 4 times worse. The other eye was going blind. It was just really it just10:59 really took me out, honestly. So, it was very incredibly depressing. I was just on this conveyor belt of doctors, and on top of that11:10 it just felt like all of my spiritual senses were just completely shut down. I couldn't, I just couldn't hear the Lord, or feel close to Him, and it was a11:22 very difficult time. And so it was in that time that I went to a healing prayer session with a friend, and, I just remember weeping and11:34 just being like, I can't do this. You know, like, my boys are taking care of me. My husband wasn't doing well at the time. I just felt incredibly alone. And I hadn't even thought11:46 about, the traumatic experience of my childhood. But she said, well, let's ask the Lord, like, you know, what what is holding you in bondage right now? What is going on? And so we just11:58 began asking the Lord, and she said, ask him, where that started. And when I said, Jesus, where did this start? He just opened up a vision,12:10 for me that was that picture I described of in the room, but it was different. Now the picture that he showed me was that same corner12:22 of the ceiling and the wall, but there was a demonic realm coming down, and the angelic realm was fighting it back. Wow. And Jesus was here on my side with his arm like12:34 this and a sword raised towards the demonic realm. And Lord. That moment just really healed this for me. In fact, like, the12:45 previous way to describe it to you guys, it's really hard for me to even describe it that way because this memory has been rewritten for me because I know the truth. I love that. So it was very healing.12:57 And she said, you know, what what else do you want to ask him? And I said, well, you know, how did I get out of there? And he just13:09 said, don't worry. I carried you home. Wow. And so in that moment, it was almost like a button that he just pressed inside of me and, like, all13:21 the trails of all the bondage over 20 years was like it just zapped it out of my body. So for all these years, I just had to say had thought, why did you leave me? It was like the feeling inside of me,13:33 it was like he just turned his head and let this thing happen. And then, you know, he didn't care. But that wasn't the truth. And my13:45 friend said, the truth is that he said he would never leave you or forsake you. So as his child, you have the right to ask him, Jesus, where were you?13:54 Mhmm. Amen. Because you think about, again, how the devil tried to lie to you for all of those years, that god somehow was mad at you, turned his back on.14:02 He did leave you,14:05 that his word isn't true when he says he never leaves you or forsakes you. You know, just all that that he would, you know, just plant in your brain. And, just what it is when you just14:16 think of how he is the accuser and how awful that is, and then there's Jesus there the whole time. That's right.14:23 It says he accuses us accuses us day and night. Yes. But Jesus is the truth and he sets us free. So that's really what he did is he's he showed me the truth of that moment and it set me14:35 free.14:36 And so when you from that moment, when when you prayed that prayer, what happened after that?14:47 After that, I just feel well, there was more to that moment. There was a lot of weeping on the floor and I, you know, it was a major encounter with the Lord. I mean, the room was just spinning, and it was14:58 just so much grief came out. And, you know, there's some special things that, that I've honestly never really shared because they're just in that secret place. Like, I know what He did in that moment for me. And,15:12 since then, I it changed me completely. I didn't know that you could pray that way.15:17 Yeah.15:18 Do you know what I mean? Like, my I love you know, my parents are so faithful, and my church was great, but I had never experienced anything like that before. Like, Holy Spirit just really took me over15:30 from that point, and it's just been a different walk with him since then. So that healed me on the inside, but I was still I was still with POTS. So even walking out of that15:42 prayer session was You were15:43 still going to bear with me. Tremors.15:45 I still have tremors. I'm still going blind. All all of those things were still physically present.15:52 But even though you had that going on, you walked out with peace.15:56 Oh, it didn't matter. I was just15:58 I I didn't I had not tasted freedom.16:01 Yeah.16:02 I it just it it was something that wasn't ever on my in reality for me up until that point. There was just always this, like, just grief16:13 and bondage. So And did you correlate that, or until you said, where did this enter? Where did this come in? Did you ever give that a thought, like, that that might have been16:25 you know, how16:25 it really strong. And I think I'm a very driven person at the time. I was very driven and doing all the things. And, you know, you just, like, pull up your bootstraps and keep16:37 going. That's, you know, that's what it's not like anyone told me to do that, but you're just, like, tough. I'm gonna, like, I'm not gonna, like, let this take me out. But it was taking me out on the inside. You can look16:48 fine on the outside, but your, you know, eternal man is Right. Not doing okay. And so for me at this time in my life, both things were not good.16:59 Well You're gonna come right back. Stay with us. We are here with Sarah Gibbons and her remarkable story. You're not gonna wanna miss how this story ends, so stay tuned. We'll be right back.17:10 Have you ever wondered if someone was monitoring you, like nefarious tech companies, corrupt federal agencies, or hostile foreign countries? News flash. They are the deep state, big tech, and China are tracking your17:21 every move and using it against you up until now. You've been powerless to stop it. However, Quanta has cracked the code with quantum resistant encryption, and we control the entire ecosystem end to end. Visit17:33 quantasure dot com today to take back your privacy and help vanquish the enemies of free speech. When communications need to be secure, use Quanta and be sure. Enter the promo code on your screen for a discount on your17:45 subscription.17:48 Welcome back to Grace Grace with Naina and Michelle and our wonderful guest, Sarah Gibbons. And we are now talking about okay. So so you had this miracle where you had innerComplete Physical Miracle 18:00 healing, but you still had all of the symptoms of the POTS. You're still you're leaving the church with that. What was that like? Because I I wonder myself if I would have been like, wait a minute.18:11 Yeah. I'm going back. I want I want all 4 of us. Full healing. You know, so what was that like, Sarah? I I I would imagine you had such a peace, though, with the inner healing.18:23 I did. And I think just the intimacy with Jesus that I had just, like, I had felt like it was so turned off that I felt so nourished. I I was just on cloud 9.18:35 So, I left that prayer time thinking, I I just wanna always be praying this way. Mhmm.18:44 You18:44 know? And, and so that was gonna be a strength to me even though I couldn't really go and do much. I just was already thinking in my head, that's okay. I'll just at least I can be with Jesus. You know, we'll18:56 we're gonna get through it.18:57 So what was it that caused you to think I could I could be healed?19:03 Well, I wouldn't say that I had great faith in that. It wasn't on my radar. They had diagnosed this as a lifetime condition that would be get progressively worse, if anything. So,19:16 I went to a group was getting together just to kind of, sort of walk through how to keep praying like this. And so I went to that, and 1 of the19:28 mentors who was, teaching, his wife, in the middle of all this, I'm cutting the story short, but in the middle of all this, she she stood up and she said, well, the Lord just just19:40 told me that there's somebody here who's experiencing my whole medical chart. Basically, she has no idea who I am. And, you know, I'm sitting there shaking and just sitting there with my friend, and it just felt like19:52 fire. I was literally sweating.19:54 Oh, my goodness.19:55 And I told my friend, I said, That lady has to pray for me right now. In that moment, I had faith, like, because she said, This is what you're experiencing. God says He can heal it. And I said, Yes. And so I said, You,20:05 I, that lady has to pray for me. And so I remember my friend kind of crawled up to the front and got this lady to come to the back, and they just began praying over every system, every diagnosis, every word of death,20:17 every, you know, all the words that come with all the doctor's visits that you have. And, I remember her saying, what has been spoken over you? And that's where we started, was just breaking20:29 agreement with all of those words that, like, you know, when you're sick or you have a, a long sickness, you it feels like part of your identity, but it's not. You're so much more.20:41 And so, anyways, they were praying for me and, just in the middle of the prayer, it was just like a man standing in front of me. It was Jesus. I knew it was Jesus, but20:53 His face was light. And He just reached for me and touched me right here. And, the feeling was, like, incredible peace and light21:05 and, very, very intense. But then we finished the prayer, and I, it's, like, kind of slow, but, you know, your brain21:16 is just catching up with what's going on. And we were going back into this meeting, and so we went and sat down, and I, I just started, you know, symptom checking. I was like, hold on a 2nd. I'm not shaking. You know,21:27 that was the 1st thing. I was21:28 like, oh,21:28 I'm not shaking, because it was so exhausting. That's amazing. I wasn't shaking all the things. And so I just realized, like, the Lord had completely healed me in that moment when He touched21:40 me. And so, that moment is unforgettable. So I just told him, for the rest of my days, I'll be sharing about his power and his authority and his ability to21:52 heal, and, like, that's his heart. You know? Like, our our physical healing, everybody is in awe of, and we should be, but it is a flesh tent that is22:04 temporary. But we don't see sometimes, like, that button that he healed inside of me that healed 20 years of pain. Nobody can see that, but that's the22:15 eternal man, and that is an amazing miracle as well. So he's he's done those 2 miracles. And honestly, more. If we had another show, I could tell you more. But he's so gracious.22:25 So you went home Oh, yeah. To your boys and your husband. Yeah. How was that?22:31 Well, I remember I called my husband and I said, I have to tell you something. And when I walked in the room, he was like Wow. What happened to you? You look completely different.22:43 I honestly feel like there was just kind of a, like, the infirmary and the fear and the depression, it was like, I just was, like, so there was such a dark countenance to22:55 me and the shaking and everything. And so he was floored he could tell immediately as soon as I walked in the door. And so, of course, we just cried and cried. Oh,23:03 right? I'm doing a new thing. Oh, you can do not perceive it.23:06 What a testimony.23:07 Amazing. What would you say to somebody who is saying right now, we're gonna have you pray in a little in a minute. But what would you say to somebody who's like, what what did they say to you to receive that healing?23:18 What what did you accept? Did you say a prayer yourself? Did you what what happened? Like, that that they could apply.23:25 Yeah. I think 2 things. The the, internal healing was an encounter with his love. Amen. Right? We study it, but, like, when it takes you over,23:37 it heals things that you can't even have words for. And then on the physical side well, in both, it was a crash course encounter with his power and authority.23:50 His power and authority, do we do we actually believe what He says, which is that He holds all of it in heaven and on earth, and in your body, and in your mind, and in your spirit? And so every day, what that24:02 looks like for me is I pray multiple times a day, actually, just totally submitted to His power and His authority that nothing else would be able to touch any part of me. So I think,24:14 just surrendering yourself in all of those ways. And also, if you're, you know, struggling with a long term illness, that you're so much more than that. Your eternal man is so able24:26 to commune and be alive with him. And, you know, it's hard to trust, for physical healing, but he can do it. And it's worth,24:36 trusting them. Will you pray for our our viewers?24:39 We have about a minute. Okay?24:43 Well, Jesus, I just I praise your name, God, just for allowing me to testify of your power and your authority. And Lord, right now, for anyone listening, anyone under the sound of my voice, Lord, we24:54 just, submit to your power and authority, Lord, that it would just, go through bodies and minds, God. Call blood back to life,25:06 cells back to life. God, we just rebuke all work, of the enemy that's meant to destroy and decay and lead to death. And, Lord, we call on your name. You are life, Jesus, and25:18 life abundant. And so we just praise you for your healing power, God, on the inside and the outside, Lord. Would you be would you fill, whoever's listening that25:30 needs a fresh touch of your spirit, would you flood their spirit with with, the fullness of your power, God, the revelation of your authority, in heaven and on25:41 earth, and inside their, their body, their mind, and their spirit. Jesus, we praise you. We lift your name high as a banner. In your name, we25:53 pray. Amen. Amen. Powerful. Thank you25:56 so much, Sarah.25:57 Great testimony. We love you.25:59 Love you too. Thank you.Transformation and Prayer 26:01 And thank you for joining us. God bless you all. In Jesus name, we wish blessings and healing over you. Amen.26:07 Why do atheists care so much about Christians anyway? Well, they'll tell you this. Religion is bad. It's the cause of most wars. But again, evidence shows differently. It shows26:19 that out of 1763 documented wars, only 123 were due to religion. That's between 6 and 7 percent. When you take out Islam, that only leaves 326:31 percent of all wars that could be attributed to religion.26:38 Does science disprove God? 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